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Niloy Paul

An engineer with a hunger for technology and passion for literature. A mixed bag consisting of all sorts of emotions, lonliness and dreams that I believe, would be full-filled by me somewhere, someday..

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Alcoholic Dreams...

Alcoholic Dreams...


May be some years later
I will meet you again,
Like a stranger to you,
Standing infront of you,
In the crying rain…
Time may have bypassed us,
But  memories couldn’t
Feelings may have seized !
But our existence haven’t..

The world turned to me so gray,
Sky became colourless.
You started existing only in dreams,
Fading colours from my face.
Will you be able to recognize me
From the crowd of masked citizen ?
Or simply say “Excuse me!”,
As you confront me in the afternoon rain…


The drops of rain which touched us,
Can feel the emptiness from within.
Its an emptiness of a life-time,
Created since our souls were mutually separated.
The rain continued its activity
As if it was washing the blood stains,
But can it was the past from present
While you were walking down the wet lane ?.
Distance was increasing between us,
You took a turn down the lane,
Physically you became absent,
But I can still feel your presence.




Suddenly light started decreasing
And everything went black.
I am returning to the state of consciousness!
And opening my eyes boldly.
I am lying on a lonely footpath,
Drugs and alcohols around,
Time is ticking at the clock,
Nothing but silence surrounds.
I am into deep alcoholism
To hide my painful screams,
It is as usually
Parts of my alcoholic dreams...

Written by Niloy Paul

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